Today's BLAH!

2012 Valentine's Day!

2012-02-13T08:40:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!! which of course explains the bitter post I'm about the write, the worst part about being in a long distance relationship is during these special occasions when you actually do have someone that you care for and love deeply yet you couldn't celebrate. Which of course makes you much more bitter than those single people that just dont get to celebrate Valentine's Day because they are not in the group. Recent years, I got so sick of those positive motivating talk because I truly believe and know that it doesn't help saying all that unless you truly believe in it. Yes yes... celebrate it by loving yourself and all.. COME ON! who are you trying to convince?? With stupid love balloons, bouquets and couple set meals in every single restaurant, celebrate it by yourself? YEA RIGHT!!

Talking like that doesn't seem to match my title at all, I know I know.. but to be honest I am a hopeless romantic, that actually goes out of control at times. Thanks to my mom, who only let me watch nothing other than Disney cartoons while growing up. I believe in true love, in prince charming, in fairy god mothers, in pumpkin carriage and of course happily ever after. I never let go of my believe, until when I reach secondary school where you of course meet boys, fall in love and start to secretly build that magic castle in your mind.. which of course never happen because they are just kids, at that age not everyone appreciates love and romance, it was more of a experimental stage, get it over with and move on...

Until I met my special someone, I somehow always pictured him as my knight in shinny armor from the way we met, he sort of rescue me, took me to Neverland, a better place.. again I start to secretly write my own fairy tale. I'm the princess in distress that was rescued by my prince charming who took me to Neverland where we live happily ever after. But of course in reality, things are never that simple, like they always say: when your young you keep wanting something extraordinary to happen, but as you grow older, you realize the simplest things are the best ones.

Nowadays I'll still tear up when I watch people's wedding videos, especially the moment when their eyes met, how happy they are knowing that they've found their true love and their happy ever after. But I guess fairy tales can only take you this far, you need to first believe in love to be able to find love.. but to have that magic castle, that glass slipper, even your happy ever after. It takes a lot of work, a lot of effort and a lot of tolerance. In a relationship, you'll never find a person where you can tick every single box in your perfect man list. Stop writing that list, follow your heart! I'm sure when Jasmine fell in love to Aladdin, she didn't have a list. It's not easy to transform Aladdin into a Prince and I'm sure there's a lot of quarrels and arguments in between as well. But I believe that Love conquers all, Love is the greatest power in the world that gives you the strength to forgive the person you love, to tolerate, to compromise just to see the person you love happy.

Women, we are often hopeless romantics, thanks to all those love novels romantic comedies that we've watched over the years. Sometimes I wonder are we the ones that's suppose to change, pull down our expectations towards men nowadays. I always ask is romance dead? Is there a man out there that writes poem, serenade to you, buys you roses for no reason, leave romantic notes, cooks for you, kiss you every single morning and every night before you go to bed? If there is, seriously just forget about the fucking list, and be with him forever and ever. A man that's willing to put in that effort, even that little effort to make you feel that special, is definitely a keeper.. even though he may not be the richest man on earth but he's definitely the one that loves you most! Happy Valentine's Day!!

Ways to wear - Sheer Polka Dot Printed Blouse (CLEO)

2012-01-15T06:49:00.001-08:00

Welcome 2012!!!

2012-01-03T18:10:00.000-08:00

2012 is finally here!!! 2011 has been well, quite a good year I would say.. not the best because of my anti- social personality but of course awesome because I took on the NST challenge ride!!! I've finally accomplished the lose weight resolution that has been on top of my new year resolution list every year, and this year I've DONE IT!! Hooray super happy and proud of myself!!

It's been a wonderful 6 years having him around :D 2011 has been amazing, especially him meeting the family and being able blend well into the family, now I finally know how it feels to have your family's blessings.. It's just wonderful!!!! and course having no worries, no lies, no hiding and everything, today we can just hold hands and proudly walk around everywhere. This is definitely my favourite photo of 2011, a photo of us and my family.. these are the moments that made every hard work we've put in the past worth it!

Everything is new for me right now, also very new for my other half.. We are working hard together, this is the year that we will be working hard for our future.. I love how things are going and hope that we'll go through the seventh year together, overcoming all the possible obstacles together and learn more about each other.. Although we had another fight on 31.12.2011, but we managed to solve it and welcomed 2012 together at home. Here's the very first 2012 photo of us!!

We even wrote our 2012 new year resolution together, well actually with today's technology who needs to write? I just use an app in my galaxy 2 to save our new year resolution!

Sue Lin's 2012 Resolution

Learn to cook and bake - Attend classes
Finish my ACCA
Lose more weight - maybe another 10 kg
Join the Penang Bridge Run or some other marathons
Go to a country I've never been to
Be a happier, healthier person!

Peng's 2012 Resolution

Gain weight
Give mom money every month
Saving Account - min 10 k
Clear all debts
Build good relationship with everyone at work
Healthier and Fitter person!!

Chinese New Year Shopping

2011-12-12T02:43:00.000-08:00

As a chinese myself, Chinese New Year is like the happiest event of the year, having the great chance to chill and hang out with my family, and of course the best excuse to go for SHOPPING!!! and I mean MASSIVE SHOPPING.. because you need new clothes for the new year!!

Every year, I'll try to come up with a theme for the year so I'll shop according to the theme.. My last year's Chinese New Year wasn't that great because I just came back from Egypt and really put on a lot of weight, so I wasn't really happy about my previous CNY's fashion, here's some pics :- Whoops, couldn't find anything must have really hated how I looked that's why I didn't take any photos, yikes!!!

It's alright, new year new start!! For this year I'm planning to get

1. Brand new Jeans (Skinny)

Well, I really need to get one, because can't fit in most of my jeans now after my first 10kg drop, another 10 more to go before Chinese New Year!! Hooray hooray!!! but yea, gonna get new pair of skinny jeans, questions is Denim or Brights??!!

2. Ruffle Skirts

Well, this still remains a big question for me.. Because I dont think I have the legs to pull off cute ruffle skirts, but of course there's always legging for us girls.. I love those florals ones but unfortunately it might put a lot of emphasize on the bottom and I have a big BOTTOM!!! another problem would be what cut, what design, ruffle cupcake? ruffle A line? ruffle I don't know?!!! So yea!! Not sure, don't know will keep shopping around, most probably a dark ruffle skirt to go with bright top, so with the dark leggings it will make the overall visual looks as if I have longer legs .. elongate the body (learned that from Chriselle)

3. Bright tops / dresses

As I mentioned in my earlier post, I want to put in more colours into my wardrobe, bright colours.. adding bright tops would be the best way I guess!! especially bright tank tops or bright dresses, since it's going to be extremely hot during CNY!!!

4. And of course - A blazer!!!

Most probably will get a neutral colour one first to neutralise the bright tops/ bottoms I'm planning to hunt down!!

The theme for 2012 would definitely be FUN! CHIC! CASUAL and of course HAPPY!! because there's so much in life I'm happy and thankful for, 2011 has been a wonderful year for me, and I can't wait to start 2012!! YAY!!!!!!

Wardrobe Overhaul! (Ideas)

2011-12-12T01:44:00.000-08:00

Since I'm working very very hard on trying to lose weight now, A LOT OF WEIGHT! I'm constantly looking for motivations to keep me going everyday, today I decided to get some ideas on how to transform my entire wardrobe. Being fat, hm.. i mean plus size for the longest time means I have a lot of Maxi dresses, dresses, cardigans and so on just to cover up every fat that I can do so. I try to pull off the so called effortless boho look, but come on... can't be wearing that everyday, I feel that I look very dull with that most of the time and SO SICK OF IT! so yea I am going to transform my wardrobe and these are my ideas!! Lost my first 10 kg this week, another 10 kg to go by Chinese New Year, then the remaining 10kg will try my best to lose it by end of next year!!

1. Add in more bright colours

I never ever wore anything that is bright, I mean super pop out bright, playful, cheerful, crazy bright colours but I am going to get some next year BRIGHT PINK! YELLOW! and of course ORANGE!! which seems to be the hottest colour for next year!! Bright tops or Bright bottoms!!

2. Definitely getting myself a Blazer!!

I never owned a blazer before, except the one my mom got me, super out of size... it looked horrible, maybe I'll re-tailor it soon.. But yea, with my chubby arms and busty top half, it's always difficult for me to find the right blazer and of course main problem being not able to pull them off... I love blazers for the longest time, probably because I can't have them that's why I love them soo much!! I love how it gives a touch of sophistication yet makes the outfit look so chic and stylish at the same time, on top of my list right now would definitely be the Forever 21 Dusty Pink blazer that I saw and fell in love instantly!!

Neutral blazers?? or Bright blazers?? or BOTH?!!!!

3. A lot of Pastels and Neutrals!!

My love for pastels and neutrals never changed, those romantic colours that just makes every single girl feel special, sweet, and maybe.. uh hm... innocent? I love ruffles, I love lace, I love all those girly elements that are just sooo romantic so flirty so elegant!!! I would call it .. hm.. the Charlotte York style, the park avenue style .. but of course nowadays with gossip girl and all guess it's no longer like that... but nothing changes my love for pastels and neutrals, will definitely have a lot and i mean A LOT OF it in my brand new wardrobe!! Jumping in joy!!!

For now, most importantly is that I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT! LOSE A LOT OF WEIGHT!! and take very very good care of my skin, don't want to get too tanned for the new year!!!

Disclaimer : Photos taken all over the internet, sorry that I didn't acknowledge the fabulous stylist, please let me know if I did offend anyone of you and just leave me a comment, I'll definitely put a note to clarify where I got the pictures from.

Sucker for pretty cute stuff !

2011-11-06T01:45:00.000-07:00

Was so hard to resist, the packaging is soooo pretty. I've been using My Beauty Diary products for some time, so decided to try out all these new products. Hopefully can write a review about it soon! Some are actually free gifts! Super happy!!!

Rose & White Peony Mist - Brightening (Free gift!!)

Orange Blossom & White Lotus - Hydrating & Calming

Peace Soda Eyes Lip Makeup Remover - this will be someone's Christmas Present!!

Vanilla Souffle Face Scrub - smells delicious but not very effective/ practical

Orange Blossom & White Lotus Sleeping Mask for sensitive skin!!

Aloe Vera Cleanser - been using it for a week (it sucks!)

The Challenge!

2011-10-09T18:44:00.000-07:00

Hey YO!!!

It's been a really long time since I last went out and fight for something, fight for something for myself. Well.. I know there's a high chance that I'm not going to get it, but still! EVEN IF I DONT GET IT, I WILL NOT GIVE UP!! I'm glad that at least i try it out! a bit proud of myself../

9th October 2011~ definitely a day to remember!! I'm glad that I have his support and encouragement all the way! Just made me realise how lucky I am to have him :)

Beauty Secrets

2011-09-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

第一，用柠檬泡澡

你可以把一整颗的柠檬用刀切成片后放入棉布袋中，然后放入泡澡水里，用来泡澡。它可以刺激皮肤的微血管，从而促进血液的运行。柠檬还含有丰富的维生素C，维生素C不但可以美白，对健康也很有好处。

第二，用萝卜泡澡

先把整条萝卜晒干，等晒干后再切成细条状，然后装入棉布袋中，放入泡澡水，用来泡澡。它有保暖作用，可以治疗体质偏冷。你也可以将萝卜用机器榨出一杯红萝卜汁，每天饭前喝一到两次，可以起到减肥的效果哦。

第三，牛奶泡澡

在水温保持在五十到六十度左右的泡澡水中加入鲜牛奶，能够改善身体新陈代谢不佳，并有滋润肌肤的作用，还可以用来治疗脱皮的肌肤。如果能再添加少许的蜂蜜，效果会更加好。

第四，紫菜护肤

紫菜有着很高的营养价值，它含有丰富铁质、维生素C以及胡萝白素。在日本，很多女人每日早晨都会吃一包紫菜。

第五，用日本清酒洗面

在温热的洗脸水中放入适量的日本清酒，在卸完妆后，用这水来轻拨洗面。可以促使血液循环和预防肌肤衰老，以及能够深入毛孔并清除污垢，让你的肌肤保持皮光肉滑的状态。

第六，用茶叶泡澡

把喝过的或者不用的茶叶、茶包放入棉布袋中，然后浸泡在洗澡水里。这是茶叶会散发出迷人的茶香，不仅能够消除你的身体疲劳，更能帮助血气运行，起到美容与保健的作用。

第七，柑橘皮泡澡

把吃剩的橘子皮收集起来，再晒干保存。以后泡澡前，只要把晒干的橘皮装入棉布袋中，再放入洗澡水里浸泡就可以了。用柑橘皮泡澡最好在冬天，因为它有保暖的作用，能让你的身体持续的暖和，很适合体质偏冷的女孩子，它的效果和用萝卜泡澡一样。

第八，豆腐擦脸

日本人用豆腐擦脸护肤的方法非常简单，只要把豆腐弄碎后装在薄的纱布袋里，等洗脸之后再用它来揉搓脸部即可。你还可以在弄碎的豆腐中再加入适量的面粉及蜂蜜，做成面膜敷到脸上，等二十分钟左后再清洗干净，有很好的嫩肤效果哦。

第九，用食盐洗脸

先把食用的盐巴放在手心上，然后加些温水入手心，然后盐巴缓慢的融化到手中，接着用手掌轻轻地在脸上呈圆形的按摩清洗。因为盐巴有天然的杀菌作用，所以用用食盐洗脸不但可以去角质，还可以美白哦。

Future Home

2011-09-23T21:14:00.000-07:00

Him: Hey lets list out some of the things we want to have for our future place of living.....like a minimum requirement. have we done this before? like a checklist for picking a location to stay:

Type of property - Low Rise(Island) / Landed (Mainland) - depending on where we're staying

1. Restaurant/nasi kandar/mcd or whatever - within 1km

2. Banks within 5km

3. Access to public transport within walking distance

4. Hospital/clinic within 2km

5. Good schools for kids within 5km

6. Petrol Station within 1 km

7. 5km to major highways

8. Minimum parking for 2 cars

9. Security

10. 50 - 75km to Mum's house

Would be nice to have but not necessary

1. Post office

2. Malls / Supermarket

3. Park

NOTD - China Glaze Sea Spray

2011-09-22T01:32:00.001-07:00

China Glaze's Sea Spray - only one coat! I love it!!

Outdoor

Indoor

Good Morning

2011-09-21T18:59:00.000-07:00

Good Morning!! Keep in mind that no matter how bad things are in life,every morning, every sunrise, every new day is a new hope and the end of all darkness.

Granny's 85th BIRTHDAY!

2011-09-20T23:05:00.001-07:00

Cheeky girlfriend as usual~

Hm... I wonder what he's thinking ~ Love his shirt from Top Shop

Dreams

2011-09-20T20:24:00.000-07:00

For the past few weeks, I've been having similar dreams over and over again..Recurring dreams that just keep haunting me, I wish I know what they mean... Maybe I do, just that I don't want to admit or deal with it!

Dreams, what are dreams actually? Are they a reflection of reality? your fears? your worries? What your actually hiding/ running away from in the real world? What I've been suppressing inside of me for a very long time? What are they? I don't want to make a wrong decision in my life just because of dreams like these but yet it's so difficult to not to think about it. Dream are not real....right?

I've been dreaming about him in almost every single dream I can recall. The scary part is not the dream itself, but how I've been dreaming the same thing over and over again. I dreamt that he cheated on me and I was hurt, really upset... almost hard to believe it. I saw him with the girls together... At first I thought that maybe it was me, I feel self conscious of my own body, thats why I keep dreaming that he falls for prettier, skinnier girls.

I remember the very first time I had the dream, the woman was a malay lady, yea she's pretty but the most hurtful part for me was that he's willing to convert to islam just to get married with her. Can't quite remember the second dream. The third one was someone I know, that's when i started realising maybe it's not my self consciousness that lead to those dreams, I don't really feel bad about my own body or anything like that.

Dreams about him cheating is really hurting our relationship, I feel that because of those dreams I'm gradually losing trust towards him. I used to be so sure of our future, but now.. I don't know what's ahead of us anymore.. Losing trust can be damaging even to the strongest relationship.

"Many people take these dreams as prophecies, and accuse their spouse of cheating in real life. While these kind of dreams are sometimes valid, most times they are not."

Deep inside, I don't feel that he's cheating on me with another woman, our love is strong, I know that. But still, why do I keep having these dreams? Maybe of our long distance relationship? or my appearance thats causing some kind of insecurities? Sometimes I feel that this man I might be marrying in the future, I really don't know much about him... every time I read through his posts in lowyat, I always manage to find something that I don't know about him. I was hoping that it would bring us closer, maybe can find out what he likes and try sharing his interest with him. But instead, I just feel that there's so much I don't know about him and that he prefers telling others than sharing them with me.

"For instance, dreaming about catching your boyfriend with another partner probably indicates a deep seated anxiety on your part, either worry about your appearances, doubts about your attractiveness, or just generalized anxiety about the future"

Could there be an obvious problem right in front of me, but I've been running away from it all these way? avoiding it? that's why it keeps coming back to haunt me in my dreams? Especially our future? Everything seem so uncertain? A few years back, everything that happened was like a fairy tale come true to me, I found the man that truly loves me for who I am, my knight in shining armor, it felt as if like I'm the princess that have been trap in my own tower for the longest time and he just came in to rescue me and took me to a better place. But now, as I grew older it's so hard for me to keep believing in all these.

Last night I dreamt of him again, the dream was quite weird, I remember there's was a bunch of friends that came to my house, and I forgot to take something went back and took it... and after that we went out. Then i went into some sort of construction site walking around, the grass was green and then it turned into a forest with tourist, I was trying to find my way out but I couldn't. After that, I saw a police car and hop on to it. I remember something about my dad was sending me somewhere and we were waiting in the car.. Can't recall much ( Feel that the first part of my dream meant nothing...)

After that, I was out on a busy road with lots of people walking around, then all the sudden there were balloons all over the sky, beautiful cars flying with people inside, we were all chasing after the flying balloons because we wanted to see who's in the car. I hold on to one of the balloons and started floating in air. It wasn't scary, everyone was trying to pull me down, it was actually very fun floating around with the balloon looking at people walking on the street. After that we went to the front stage, I saw who was getting married, it was Jolin and her boyfriend Vivian (how weird..) but then I got married. Can't really remember how it happened, but there was no ring on my finger after the ceremony and the last thing I remember before I woke up was that I was screaming at him very upset keep asking why there's no ring....

I woke up feeling very bad, very very bad.... one part for being so mean to him because of a silly ring, another part may be because I'm feel very upset because he couldn't give me what I want, the ring may be a symbol of something else. Maybe I'll find out one day, maybe not.. after all it was just a dream...right?

New Idea for My BIG DAY!

2011-09-13T10:08:00.000-07:00

Told cha I can put all my ideas into a scrap book, and bring it out once the right guy, right ring and right proposal shows up!!! Everything will be set, ready and GO! Oh yea, went RedBox with Shuang today and suddenly came up with the craziest idea, shall not reveal it here but will have to practice this song:

It's always been about me, myself, and I

I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted to be anybody's other half

I was happy saying I had love that wouldn't last

That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do

Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do

Cause every time before it's been like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I can live without it, I can let it go

Ooh what did I get myself into?

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me is it only me

Do you feel the same?

You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games

I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down

You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now

Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do

Cause every time before it's been like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go

What more can I get myself into?

You make we wanna say

Me, a family, a house, a family

Ooh, can we be a family?

And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do

Cause every time before it's been like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let us go

Just look at what we got ourselves into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Love you

Lower..lower...lower expectations?

2011-09-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

Always feel that people I love often disappoints me, izit because of my overly high expectations? because I'm a control freak that just want things to always go my way? I feel like I don't really ask for much, most of the time I want just to feel appreciated.

It sucks, seriously it sucks... My whole life I work hard trying to live up to other's expectations, I love seeing how people react knowing that I managed to reach/ exceed what they expect of me. I work hard, stress out and often go crazy because trying so hard to meet the expectations of people around me. That makes me know how difficult it is when one struggles to do so, therefore I try not to ask much from people around me. Sometimes a perfect day is what I ask for, a happy day without any fight or argument, just a day that is about US. but yet it seems so impossible...

I'm really upset today, i really am... people told me if you don't want more disappointments just don't expect too much. I try lowering down my expectations from hoping that some day what happened in the movie will eventually happen to my life, the leading guy holding flowers walking towards the girl, they hug and kiss and just really happy to be able to see each others.

I know that's too much to ask for, but at least what I really want to see is that he's happy, excited and just really happy when he sees me... I finished class at 4.30 today, came back shower and just start turning my house into our home, cleaning, rearranging, just making sure everything is right and perfect the minute he steps into the house... Went to the bus station early hoping to be able to see him the minute he reaches... Was really looking forward to see him, but guess even the lowest I can expect of him is still too much.....

Are my expectations sending our relationship to the graveyard?

Yummy Yummy

2011-09-01T18:44:00.000-07:00

People I will definitely miss the most

2011-08-14T18:52:00.000-07:00

I think one of the reason I'm very glad that I went to Sunway Uni is that I had a chance to meet and study for about 2 years with these amazing people in Sunway. I used to feel so depressed and upset for being alone most of the time in Sunway, thinking that I'll just be the quiet one sitting there studying and be alone the 2.5years, never that I thought or expect I would meet these people and some are now my very good friends. Unfortunately I didn't get to know them and study with them for a full three years, but the two years of fun and great time we had together had really taught me many amazing things and showed me that there are actually a hell lot of great people out there.

I'm writing this down because I'm really hoping that a couple years later when I decide to read my blog again, I would still be able to remember these people. Although they will no longer be around Sunway (seniors), the memories I share with them will definitely last me a very long time.

My 100th post!!

2011-08-08T23:05:00.000-07:00

Enjoying my semester break to the max now, of course spending most of my little left precious time with the people I love the most - Family and my Boyfriend, glad to be back in Penang with them and this will most probably be my final longest holiday ever unless I couldn't find a job after i graduate.. hm.. hmm... Anyway I did a hell lot of other things tooo!!

1. Meet up with JSPO'06 people

It was an impulsive gathering organized by ME.. haha seriously I have no idea why I did it. It was at Bloggers BM, not sure whether it was a success or failure but it was good to just meet up with some people from the past and see how much they have grown.

2. VADS gathering

I couldn't remember how long has it been since our very last gathering but glad that we can meet up again a lot of catching up. I understand that intimacy is not something that can happen, it takes a lot of time. Don't feel as close as we used to, but glad to see how far we have grown as compared to those memorable childish years. We went to NewWay karaoke (brings back a lot of memories) then had some japanese food in queensbay (wasn't that great) and had baskin robbins, and yes Cotton Candy flavour was delicious!! YUM!!!!

3. Saint Anne with Boyfriend

Well... I have to admit it wasnt a great time for both of us, we had an argument that morning before going to Saint Anne church so yeah... the trip was not as fun and as happy as it should be. Glad we managed to get it over with and forgive each other, love how we're progressing now

4. I went to TAIWAN!!!

It was super awesome the greatest shopping trip ever!!!! but it was SOOOO HOT! god damn summer weather!

5. He met the my parents and had lunch together on 7th August 2011

Just downloaded PICASA!! love it!

2011-07-15T22:39:00.001-07:00

OPI Nude - Dulce De Leche

2011-07-15T21:41:00.000-07:00

Even the name itself sounds beautiful doesn't it.

Dulce De Leche is actually a thick, caramel-like milk based spread

OPI's Dulce De Leche is really a beautiful nude colour, that hint of pink just makes it perfect!

Classic, Sophisticated, and Gorgeous! I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH!!!

Outdoor (Under the sun)

Indoor (Inside the room)

I really don't want to fail

2011-07-12T17:53:00.000-07:00

I really don't want to fail, its very sad whenever I think about it, even sadder is that its difficult for others to understand. My strategic financial management paper definitely caught all of us off guard. Imagine this, the lecturer try to portray that the subject itself is easy throughout the semesters, giving easy assignments easy mock exams, but then gave us an incredibly tough final paper to do. 99.999999% of the students in the hall on Monday was not able to finish the paper because the paper with that much information for you to read, you might not even have enough time to think, let alone analyze and come out with great answers.

This has actually led me to thinking about expectations, and by manipulating this simple tool in people's mind, how far you can actually go and achieve. Pure evil, i must say. The mock exam was like a first year paper, yet the final exam was more like a professional level (yes i mean ACCA) level paper... How can he just do that to us? Does it ever occur to him that how much the exam would affect us? It's really disappointing, and whenever I remembered his face saying : just do your tutorials and prepare the mock exam. I really have the urge to rush into his office and slap him a couple of times.

Yes as a student, I know that it is my responsibility to study, and yes we should not only study for exam but for our future... This is totally a different case, things that were examined not covered in the syllabus, the level of the exam was too high for degree students on top of that the time for the exam was way tooooo short. Seeing how most people couldn't finish their exams, I really hope he realizes his mistakes... and the coming semesters people will not have to go through what we went through.

Most disappointing to me is the amount of effort I put in and how i actually hope this paper is one of the paper that can helped me, because I'm not quite far away from getting a first class degree, and I kinda aim to get it by scoring this paper, instead this is the one that killed me, could even be the one that shattered my dreams, killed my hopes and all the effort i've put in all these while... guess just have to settle for what we have.. why ask for more? :(

The Perfect Engagement Ring

2011-07-09T10:51:00.000-07:00

Yes I went crazy again...Suppose to be studying..

But can someone tell me?!!!! What's more perfect than

Cartier

Classic Cartier Solitaire 1895 Platinum Setting Diamond Engagement Ring

What more can a girl ask for? Yes we can because we have

Tiffany & Co

The classic round cut diamond ring in the World Renowned Tiffany Setting.

It's also the ring Charlotte wore in "Sex and The City" when she went and look for

"The Most Beautiful Engagement Ring they have (in Tiffany & Co)"

My Idol : Gong Li

2011-07-08T11:56:00.000-07:00

I'm not a person that with many idols, because very few actress/actors can actually impress me or just amazed me to the extend that I would actually idolize them. But if I were to talk about who my idol is, on the very top of my list would definitely be Gong Li.

If you ask me, who's the most beautiful woman on earth, I would definitely say Gong Li. I know that the current culture in Asia or should I say the current definition of Beauty in Asia is that we tend to think asians that look like foreigners or possesses foreign features like (Maggie Q, Angelababy, even Dawn Yang) either naturally or from cosmetic surgery to be beautiful. But to me, a woman like Gong Li is a beautiful woman, one that shines and embraces her roots as a Chinese, yes she's from CHINA.

If we look at her features, she doesn't have big round eyes or extremely tall foreign like nose bridge, her face is not extremely small and she doesnt have lips like angelina jolie. Sometimes a woman's beauty doesn't really come from her physical appearance but instead her aura or just the way she carries herself. Like Gong Li, forever elegant and classy.

I'm not the only one that thinks she's the most beautiful woman, in 2006 she was voted as China's most beautiful person beating other celebrities like Li YuChun, Zhou Xun(another one of my favourite) and Zhang Zi Yi (yucks!)

My favourite photo of her

Out of all her performances, I love her the most in Geisha, co-staring with Michelle Yeoh and Zhang Zi Yi (yucks again). In the movie, she played as the beautiful but vindictive Hatsumomo, eventhough she wasn't the female lead her performance was awesome and was met with positive reviews. Her performance in Geisha is really what captivated me, it was the moment when I really felt that WOW SHE IS SOO BEAUTIFUL. She defines what I mean by effortlessly gorgeous, what it means by looking great but without looking like ur trying too hard. I love how a simple face like hers can carry so many emotions, classy, elegant but yet approachable, evil but beautiful, kind, sweet, caring, loving and basically just everything else (other than CUTE)!!!

As you can see, she's not petite/small/ skinny or whatsoever, she's kinda voluptuous with her super hot sexy curvy body. Not many asians would embrace and be proud of a body like that, because our culture still thinks that size 0 with small boobs are pretty. This is also another reason why I can 'kinda' relate to her. I'm not petite, or small size in any way but seeing how she's proud of her curvy figure just kinda gave me a confidence boost that eventhough if your not a size 0/2, you can still be stunningly beautiful.

Overall, I just love how she looks, but not sure if I would love her as a person. Don't really hear much about her doing good stuff( hmm..hm..) By the way.. guess how old is she.... She's 46!!! damn still looking hot as ever~

Trends (Fashion) that I think should be stopped!

2011-07-08T10:32:00.000-07:00

Based on my personal opinions and taste, I listed out top trends that should really be stopped! or until the day someone can really really pull it off and amaze me then yea! it should definitely come back!

1. Boyfriend jeans

For this, I put it the very first because I believe there's a very high chance that there's someone out there with the perfect height, perfect legs, perfect body proportion can pull this off. But up to today since the trend started, i still haven't seen anyone that can pull off the Boyfriend Jeans. You ask me why I don't like it?? Well.. it just looks like they chop off your legs and its not flattering AT ALL. Tell me people, why do we buy jeans? because it makes us look nice, our legs and butt look a lot nicer but this new trend just.. argh.. even our great katie holmes and victoria beckham failed to pull boyfriend jeans off... so yea. I seriously doubt anyone can, maybe if your a lesbian/ or if your trying the whole tomboy look then yea! GO FOR BOYFRIEND JEANS

2. Ripped clothes and jeans

Yes I know, a lot of people out there love ripped clothes especially ripped/distress/torn jeans. Its just a personal taste thing, totally just me. I don't like ripped clothes, because they look HORRIBLE! I always wonder what they are trying to say. I'm sexy? Then wear clothes that reveal nice parts of your body(shoulders/arms/neck/cleavage) or maybe I look totally casual (No you don't, u just look like your trying too hard) or.. I'm chic! (seriously??)

3. Fluffy Boots

Well.. this is not exactly RIGHT NOW! because it's summer right now, generally I'm not a boot person maybe because I'm living in malaysia and its just crazy for women here to actually wear boots, but the minute i saw fluffy boots, I had a sudden urge to rush to that woman that tell her, NOT ONLY THAT YOUR WEARING BOOTS .. YOUR WEARING FLUFFY BOOTS??? only stuffed animals.. should be fluffy.. clothing? NO WAY...

4. See throughs

I don't understand why why why some women actually find this to be sexy.. or men! actually find women wearing see throughs sexy~ seriously!! What happen to being classy? flashy but not trashy!! remember?? I'll just let the pictures do the talking.. I guess I'll make it simple, don't wear see throughs if you don't want to look like Britney Spears (her meltdown period)

You complete me

2011-07-07T20:33:00.000-07:00

How he always makes me feel like the luckiest woman on earth, I love you baby

Sorry darling, if your reading this I don't mean to be some stalker girlfriend :) just love u lots!

"gosh u have no idea how many times i argued with my gf and totally flipped when my calls arent answered. And if my gf is reading this...im sorry baby...but u see...im not the only one who hates it when ppl dont answer...especially when she is someone u trust and love the most. i'm not really an arsehole. i just want to know that you're always there for me...it makes me feel loved and secure, hope u understand love ya! muaks!"

Random: Nobody understands me

2011-06-29T07:15:00.001-07:00

Just like the title above, I know I shouldn't be saying something like that, its like emo or whatever shit, but really at this very moment, 29 June 2011 10.18pm, I feel like as if there's no one in this world that really really understands me. Of course I know it's ridiculous wanting someone to understand u that well until even if you don't say it out loud that person would know what your thinking about. I'm not really asking for that, or or or maybe I am ... if that's how most people define their soul mates, then where's mine. Where are you that person, that really know me.. really really understands what I want at this very moment. What I really want now, is just someone to talk to.....

I know saying all that makes me a selfish person, and I should really be happy with what I have and stop whining stop complaining.. just STOP ! but how, for the whole day I keep telling myself I should be happy but I'm really not. When you feel like as if there's no one out there that really understands you, you'll feel lonely, all alone. It's like is just you against the world, and people try to help but it just seems like no one can really reach that very very little part inside you. That small little emptiness that you've been looking for someone to fill it up all your life. Most of the time when your happy and all you don't even realize it's there, but at one of these nights, when your tired of life, tired of everything.. and all by yourself, that small little part just slowly crawls out, reminding you how alone you are.

I miss him so much right now, and I really wish we can stay together so that emptiness will never arise, and I don't have to keep feeling all alone, as if its just me, JUST ME. I need him now, very much.

王力宏 - 需要人陪

作词：王力宏作曲：王力宏

打开窗户让孤单透气

这一间屋子如此密闭

欢呼声仍飘在空气里

像空无一人一样华丽

我渐渐失去知觉

就当做是种自我逃避

你飞到天的边缘

我也不猜落在何地

一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪

更需要一个人来点亮天的黑

我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退

这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪

闭上眼睛就看不清

这双人床欠缺的温馨

谁能陪我直到天明

穿透这片迷濛寂静

我渐渐失去知觉

就当做是种自我逃避

你飞到天的边缘

我已不猜落在何地

一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪

更需要一个人来点亮天的黑

我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退

这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪

Crocs (can't decide)

2011-06-27T00:01:00.001-07:00

Respect

2011-06-26T23:38:00.000-07:00

Respect, something as simple as that, sadly as our world gets more evolved, our people become worst, even something as simple as respecting another individual, one couldn't understand. In the olden days, or during the time I was brought up, we were always told and taught to respect elder people around us, from teachers to parents to elder siblings. Well, i was brought up in a very conservative chinese family so we practice that every single day, greetings every morning to table manners and so on. What I really love about my chinese culture is that how highly they place moral values in the family from integrity, to honestly to loyalty and of course respect.

In chinese, there's this saying 百以孝为先which basically means no matter what you do, you must always keep in mind, the first thing you have to do is respect your parents and of course treat them well. When I was younger, I really stay by that rule. Respect my elders and all, never fight back with them, follow whatever they say etc..etc... but as I grew older and more expose to the outside world, I realize respect does not only apply to elder people but also to every single individual around you.

Not trying to criticise any particular upbringing, but still I feel that english educated family place too little emphasis on the area of respect. Because most of the parents would rather be the kids's friends and so on. Even though it may not be a problem but as you grew older, it actually becomes a huge problem. Imagine, if you couldn't respect the people in your house that you see everyday, if you don't understand what it means to listen to someone and treat another person with respect starting from young, do you really think you can when your older. This is really a value that should be taught and practiced from young.

Why I say that? Today in class I saw something that I seriously did not like it at all. I have a friend and she's actually a very close friend of mine in class, all the while I've been listening to how much she doesn't like her family, and she don't stay with them so I guess that's one of the reason why she's not close to them, and eventually whatever they do just pisses her off. But today I realise, because of the less emphasis on the matter of respect in the family has also lead her to becoming a person that does not know how to respect others. Of course when your old enough, respect is not only to elders but also to your friends, your other half, people around you. If you speak and listen to someone with respect, it really shows that you are a much better person than others that could not do it.

It's just that, she was very rude to the invited speaker, and while the speaker is giving a speech she was talking there. I know is totally normal to be talking while lecturer is lecturing, but yet she talked so loudly criticising what the speaker is saying, doesn't show that she's a much clever, smarter or higher level person instead it shows that your DUMB! seriously, if the topic is not what you like you always have the freedom to walk out. What are you trying to prove by sitting in class criticising what the person is presenting? and yet, what you criticise was not even a valid point. Even if you don't like listening, you should also at least have some respect for your friends, classmates that stayed back after class just to listen to the invited speaker. I'm really dissapointed with her, very much. But sadly, this is something that she will never understand, if one couldn't understand the importance of respecting others, one will never get the respect she wants from others. Enough said.

More Wedding Stuff (Destination)

2011-06-26T03:45:00.000-07:00

Let's talk about Malaysia first, shall we? ok.. this is for the beach wedding, although now I'm thinking whether or not I should just do the beach wedding in Penang, instead of wasting all that money flying everyone to langkawi, etc..etc... hm...

1. Langkawi Berjaya Beach Resort

2. Westin Langkawi

3. The Andaman Langkawi

4. Lone Pine Penang

5. Rasa Sayang Beach Resort

(yew.. don't really like it, just post for fun)

All about Weddings

2011-06-25T09:46:00.000-07:00

Yes I am the kind of woman that stays up until 1am, thinking and planning the wedding that I might have in another how many years to go! and YES i will definitely turn into a godzila bride because I want my wedding to be perfect, to be memorable, to be the best day of my life, to be just the way i how i imagined it to be for my whole life. But yet I want it to be simple.. or should i say it should look effortlessly amazing!!!!

I have no idea how long I have to wait until it happens, but here are some things that I wanna write down since the thoughts are all running in my head right now.

1. I want a beach wedding. Most probably in Langkawi. BALI if we have the budget.

2. For my beach wedding I don't want my guest to have to eat and sit on sand.. will think about how to solve that later. It should be that the ceremony is by the beach but the dinner is maybe by the pool or somewhere with SOLID GROUND!

3. I am definitely going to get Mayad Studios to do my wedding videos. because they are AWESOME

4. Still looking for the right wedding photographer.. haven't decide yet, last resort would be my cousin Aaron, hope can get some discounts .

5. Already talked with my boyfriend and agreed that will have another much more simpler ceremony to cover all the tea ceremony and stuff when we come back from Bali(notsure yet). Maybe a simple buffet at my house, so can do the tea ceremony in the house too. Oh yea, must remember that I MUST LET ALL MY GUEST KNOW THAT I HAD MY KICKASS WEDDING on the beach.. not sure langkawi or bali yet. So throughout the boring buffet lunch/dinner at my house, my beach wedding video made by MAYAD STUDIOS will be played non stop!! wuaahahhahaaaa!!! how far a woman will go just to show off!!!

6. Ok.. i want my hair down! my nice curls flowing.. It should look effortlessly gorgeous, I dont want the whole big bun with stuff poking out and fake diamonds on my head. Yea.. might need extensions though, if my hair is not long enough. OH my god.. beach wedding, the wind might blow my hair and cover my face.. need a lot of hair spray~ :( need a good hair stylist!!!

7. What else~ oh yea guest list.. hopefully can make it below 50 if its langkawi and below 30 if its bali. as for the buffet.. aiya 1000 also dont mind, as long as they can find somewhere to sit and to park their cars :p

8. My wedding songs... not going to announce it here.. ITS MY WEDDING SONG LIST!!

9. My bridal bouquet - White ROSES and that's it!

10. Groom must wear white, and yea memorize your VOWS!! please dont hold a paper and read it, I'm going to give u my whole life, can't you just at least memorise your vows !! GOSH!

Berjaya Langkawi Resort! I LIKE IT!

Whats the point of being so excited and all if there's no one to share or discuss it with...

Something or Nothing at all...

2011-06-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

You know the phrase we always heard in movies, where the guy would usually say : she's really something. Hm.. I'm seriously wondering what does that mean, how do you know if someone is a something or just nothing? Guess it's a very subjective thing isn't it.

I think what men or what others think about you doesn't really matter as much as what you think you are. If everyone thinks your something, but to you your actually nothing, it feels horrible doesn't it. I was just discussing with Hazell in the car today, how's people's expectations can be so difficult to deal with especially when you are not able to meet their expectations. And it feels a million times worst when you can't live up to your OWN EXPECTATIONS.

I dream of great things when I was young, there are so many things I want to do, so many places I want to travel to, and back then I really believe that I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE IT HAPPEN! yes I do, ambitious and like what my dad thinks "OVER CONFIDENT" most of the time. But nowadays, what I heard most of the time from people around me is that, "Sue, you gotta be more confident! or Sue, you gotta have faith in yourself" To be honest, I don't really feel anything, is this a sign that I am going backwards? am i worst than I used to be? I thought we are suppose to move forward aren't we? how come I feel like I'm moving backwards instead?

A national representation, graduate from one of the best school, coming from a wonderful family, what am I now? just another college girl struggling through assignments and all I can do is NOTHING? What i really hate most is that all the problems and everything, I CAN SEE IT, but yet i feel so incapable, feel so weak, or don't even feel like solving it. I just leave it there, growing by the days, multiplying by the hours and just my will my ambitions, me just deteriorating by the moment.

Haih.. enough with the emo talk, must be because of PMS.... or maybe not...

Can we really talk about everything? or Can't we?

2011-06-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

Friends, Family, Boyfriend.

If your close enough, I always believe that you can talk things through. Apparently you can't. Even when talking to the ones you love, you always still have sugar coat your words, may always have to say things against your heart, or even have to lie just to say the right thing to please them. Hate it whenever someone got angry just because of something I said, an opinion I voice out, or even just say out something I want. Yes I know we are suppose to care about other people, if not you'll just be a self -centered bitch. Its not that I never care about what the person want, or feel..these are the people that are closest to my heart, I care about them and especially what they want, what makes them happy more than anything else in the world, and most of the time I just follow and let they do what they want.

But once in that very short while, when I wanna say something, or something I wanna eat, something I wanna do, something I dont like or I like. I just hope someone is there to listen and maybe do for me what I can do for them. Gosh, such a tiring world. Why do we have to live by everyday pleasing others if it makes us feel horrible. Guess you really have to get to the top in order to get over this. but still, what about your family and love ones?

If i can forgive for things you said, why cant we just talk about it and get it over with. We are so close, but yet sometimes feel so far apart. I filter my friends and ppl around me to only those that are true to themselves and true enough to me, but still most of them are people that can't take truth and just want things to go their way. Sad life.

The song that really fits my mood now, or the one that can really express how I feel now:

Face to face and heart to heart

We're so close yet so far apart

I close my eyes I look away

That's just because I'm not okay

But I hold on I stay strong

Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling

Deep down underneath it

Tear down all the walls

Will we ever have a happy ending

Or will we forever only be pretending

We will always be pretending

How long do I fantasize

make believe that its still alive

Imagine that I am good enough

If we can choose the ones we love

But I hold on I stay strong

Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling

Deep down underneath it

Tear down all the walls

Will we ever have a happy ending

Or will we forever only be pretending

Glee cast - Pretending (original song)

Only me and you: Perhentian Island (part 2)

2011-05-29T02:52:00.000-07:00

Only me and you: Perhentian Island (part 1)

2011-05-29T02:22:00.001-07:00

Optimism

2011-05-27T20:50:00.000-07:00

Haha!!! I usually dont post such optimistic post.. maybe because in real life I'm not really a optimistic person~ BUT BUT.. I'm learning.. learning I believe if i choose to see the cup half full instead of half empty, I will live my life happier each day :)

This weekend has just started but yet yesterday itself, I'm already filling all the love, happiness and just cares around!!! My week didnt start off as good as I wanted it to be, I spent most of my time worrying whether something I have said or accidentally done offended someone unintentionally, and trying my very best to make it up~ it was never the position I want to place myself in, with such great people in my life I can always just walk away from these annoying people, but after reading a book titled "NO EXCUSES" I realised that the most important lesson in life that I have to pick up first is to take up responsibility! there are many times many things in life, you may think that directly you have not done anything wrong, but how about unintentionally? accidentally? or maybe indirectly?? I guess no matter whether or not the person chose to forgive me, I have taken up the responsibility and took initiative to patch things up with her, if she choose to continue acting so.. It's her suffer, not mine :)

In chinese there's this word called 执着，I'm not sure if i can translate it accurately to english but I guess it meant holding on something regardless of the consequences.. like never give up or something like that... I guess its good at some point, but if your wise enough to realise what your holding on to is wrong, what's the point of wasting so much time.. we should move on~

I'm a blessed and privileged child, borned with a silver spoon in my mouth with nothing much to worry about in my life. I've always been under the protection of my parents and sisters that try their very best to provide the best things in life to me. There's quite a gap between me and my younger sister so yea!! I've been the youngest child for quite some time!! so I do have a bit of the youngest child syndrome!! Anyway, I'm really glad and happy to be here, with my family and I'm pretty sure the past life sue must have done some pretty awesome stuff to be able to be blessed and gifted with such wonderful people in my life :) So i am determined!! I want to do something great!! something awesome that is within my capacity, maybe start off with baby steps... but yea!! I will do it, because I want nothing more in my life than being able to be with my family the same people for my next live and many more ....

Loving family, Awesome friends, and a kickass super awesome boyfriend, what more can I asked for in life? why do I have to care and worry about those that look at me differently, those that treat me horribly? those that upset me in my life?? as long as I can live with no guilt, can sleep well every night, I guess I'll just move on!!! at this moment in my life, I'm happy, truly happy!!

Although not much people will get to see this post but I wish to say thanks to some of the awesome people that made my 22 years on earth wonderful.

My parents that are always there for me providing me the support and guidance i needed in life, protect me against all harm and giving me the best in my life. Thank You!!

My boyfriend that showed up in my life when I was feeling low, the lowest point of my life, when I really needed someone there to be with me, someone there to guide me through the darkness. He did, and because of him, I'm a better person. I love you! Thank You!

My sisters, although nowadays we dont get to spend as much time together as we used to, it feels wonderful, safe knowing that no matter what happens, I always have you guys as my family and my best friends!! Love! Thank you!!

My best high school friends Shuang and Janz, always there when I need someone to complain to, to talk to, or just support. Thanks for being with me all these years, you guys are wonderful, and I'm happy to see that both of you are finally pursuing your dreams!! Thanks :)

Of course, my bestie from KDU!! May and Connie.. haha, I want to really thank you guys for staying so true and being who you are all this time and you guys really brought up a different side of me, although can be a bit crazy at times, but I love it!!! you guys are the best, sadly we are separated in different lands right now, cant wait for our very first crazy reunion!! Love you guys, HUGS! and oh yea Thanks for giving me the best two college years and all our crazy memories!!!

See, how lucky I am to have these people in my life? Jealous?? Dont have to be, look around! I'm sure you have them too!!

Haul: Falsies

2011-05-22T00:18:00.001-07:00

Movie Review: Something Borrowed

2011-05-12T03:18:00.000-07:00

After watching "Something Borrowed" today, I was so tempted to just come back to write something to criticize the movie because it was.. .. (read below), so here goes my very first movie review. By the way, if you happen to pass by or looking for some professional movie review, or anything serious, THIS IS NOT THE RIGHT PLACE! Total bimbo talk, bimbo's view of a chick flick!

Let me share a bit of what "Something borrowed" is about:

Rachel (Ginnifer Goodwin) is a talented attorney at a top New York law firm, a generous and loyal friend, and, unhappily, still single-as her engaged best friend Darcy (Kate Hudson) is constantly reminding her. But after celebrating her 30th birthday, perpetual good girl Rachel unexpectedly ends up in the arms of the guy she's had a crush on since law school, Dex (Colin Egglesfield)...who just happens to be Darcy's fiancé.

Alright!! Here goes, should we start with something nice or something bad???? Let's start with something BAD!!!!

WOMEN OUT THERE!! if you plan on going to enjoy this movie with your friends or I don't know whoever it is, please keep in mind that NO MATTER HOW FUCKING SWEET LOYAL LOVELY AND SMART YOU ARE, SLEEPING WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND'S FIANCE is WRONG!!!!!!!!! even when she's a bitch! I can definitely see how the directors, screenwriters tried sooo hard to portray Kate Hudson as a self centered, selfish bitch, and on the other hand trying to show how great, nice sweet Ginnifer Goodwin is.... But COME ON!!! what's up with trying to make the fact that sleeping with your best friend's fiance is something good and you'll have your happy ending?? ITS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN AND KARMA WILL DEFINITELY HIT YOU BACK!!!

Second thing I hate about the movie is that Dex (Colin Egglesfield) is a jerk in the movie!! oh yeah~!! He looks really cute, tall, sweet and with those puppy dog eyes!! just ARGH!!! Girls out there, there are many times when we thought that we got lucky when we meet this cute, great nice guy .. but .. but... he just happens to be in a relationship or married... (in the show, he's engaged) If your the lucky one in a million, you guys might actually end up together.. but NO!! IN REAL LIFE!! that wont happen! most guys will not leave their wives, girlfriends and fiances just like that for you!! If he really loves you, and you are THAT LUCKY!! trust me he will leaves his wife for you without giving you all those nonsense excuses, all the waiting and just all that shit~ He will leave her as fast as he can, and jump into your arms!! Dont spend the best time of your life waiting for someone, something that you know its not right! Breaking up people's relationship or marriage?? He can leave her for you, one day he might also leave you for another person.. Think about it!!!

Oh yea.. about the movie ..after Gennifer's friend kept warning her telling her that its not the right thing to do, and in some parts of the movie she also figured out how evil she is.. she still keeps jumping back to that asshole!! that really just made me wanna stand up and scream.. ARE WOMEN REALLY THAT BLIND WHEN WE'RE IN LOVE????!

Ok.. ok.. let's talk about something nice in the movie.. Kate Hudson, she's the antagonist in the movie, portrayed as someone self centered, selfish, dumb, totally into herself and don't care about anyone else, but I STILL LOVE WATCHING HER!! She's just funny and always outshine everyone else in the movie.. so talented and she really did a wonderful job there (in comparison with the other actor & actresses in that sucky movie)

Told cha is total bimbo talk!! alright..alright.. after spending so much time reading through my review.. maybe you should see what other pros think about the movie!

Some people will love Something Borrowed, but then, some people loved Osama bin Laden. Basically, its more of the same textbook trash: best friends divided by a man, a moral about revealing your true feelings and affirmation that its acceptable to be a geek and sexy (but make sure those frames are designer girlfriend). Griffin wrote a sequel to Something Borrowed titled Something Blue. God willing, that film will never see the green light.

Will Noble

The genre always assumes we sympathize with ugly, soulless, personality-free women doing terrible things.. But even grading on that rom-com curve, this is a disguisting movie

Rotten Tomato (MaryAnn Johanson)

OVERALL : D-

Haul: DR WU Intensive Hydrating Line

2011-04-24T04:04:00.001-07:00

As a skincare lover myself, I actually splurge quite a lot on skin care as compared to any other stuff in my life - such as food or entertainment.... This month I experimented with two different brands, Kiehl and Dr Wu's hydrating line. Well... I wasn't very happy with Kiehl's outcome and the products were very expensive, so it wasn't a worthy investment for me. I will post thorough review for each of the Kiehl's product soon, want to try it for at least a month.

Not sure whether it was because of the Kiehl's products or whatsoever reason, my skin has been very dry lately, dry surface leads to more active oil production beneath the skin so yeah! I'm having breakouts!! Whenever I have breakouts, I usually won't immediate use any acne products because I find that they don't really work that well for me. Instead, I try to keep my skin hydrated with oil free products, the neogence hydrating mask is an excellent product to use when having acne. On top of that, drink lots of water and steam your face once in a while really helps to get rid of those acnes!! Certain acne control products are good for prevention :)

Today, I walked pass SASA in Subang's Empire Mall and saw that they are having promotion for the newly launched DR WU's intensive hydrating line. Since, I'm kinda "bored" of my neogence's product, and no matter how good one product is there's always a limit and there are products that are better out there. So I decided to just try out DR WU.

I bought the intensive hydrating gel with hyaluronic acid and the Microinject hydrating mask with hyaluronic acid for RM190, i got the trial pack for free.

The DR. WU intensive hydrating trial pack has
1. Basic Care: Hydrating Gel Cleanser with Aqua Collagen
2. Basic Care: Intensive Soothing Toner with Chamomile
3. Intensive Hydrating Serum with Hyaluronic Acid
4. Extra Hydrating Lotion with Aqua Collagen

With the Hydrating Gel, I got the Mask for RM55. RM55 for 3 pieces of mask is actually very expensive as compared to the neogence's hydrating mask RM55 for 5 pieces. I'm going to try it out and see whether it's worth the value of not first. DR WU's masks were actually highly raved by many including the famous youtube guru BEAUTYQQ.

Sodium Hyaluronate is a ubiquitous component of mammalian connective tissues where it forms matrix and creates the elastoviscous, hydrating, lubricating and stabilizing matrix in which cells are embedded. it has been extracted from bacteria-streptococci through fermentation.

The special hydrating formula can increase skin firmness, stimulate cells renewal, accelerate wound healing and reduce scarring.
Continuous application can reduce fine lines, wrinkles, blemish, loss of elasticity and improve dull skin tone, scarring and wound healing.

SASA is now having introduction promotion for the hydrating gel instead of RM165, now you can get it for RM149. The main reason I'm attracted to try out this line is because that they claim its suitable for dehydrated and sensitive skin!! That's ME!!! I like the oil free texture which leaves your skin super smooth and hydrated. AND!! I go GAGA~ CUCKOO~~ whenever I see the word Hyaluronic Acid!! which to me translate into DOI DOI skin!!

Intensive Hydrating Gel with Hyaluronic Acid is a cooling and refreshing light moisturizer that hydrates perfects and protects. its main ingredient, Sodium Hyaluronate, which is a ubiquitous component of mammalian connective tissue where it forms matrix and creates the elastoviscous, hydrating, lubricating and stabilizing matrix in which cells are embedded.

It also contains powerful anti oxidants to protect against daily environmental assaults from free radicals, UV induced cell damage and DNA damage from oxidation. This unique formula proves to be effective in reducing signs of aging such as wrinkles, fine lines, spots and uneven skin tone.

I got these sunblock trial packs, the actual sunblock cost RM125!! COME ON!!!! no sunblock is worth that much... especially when its not water resistant!!

SASA is having promotion for certain items, these BAMBOO CHARCOAL Facial Wash Sponges cost RM10 for 2.

It claims that it can help cleanse the dirt in pores and toxins of the skin with its admirable absord ability. Keeping skin clear and clean.

Other than that, Bamboo charcoal can release infrared and anion that suitable for skin adsorb, keep skin in constant temperature and improves distal blood circulation, metabolism and rebirth ability. Easing and anti aging. It contains natural minerals such as calcium, K, iron and magnesium, they can turn into spring with water and makes your skin fresh, fair and healthy.

SERIOUSLY?? ITS JUST A SPONGE!!!!

I used to be....

2011-04-24T01:45:00.000-07:00

Heavy rain outside and the strong wind kept going on and on and on..... in the cold depressing weather, all the sudden I got depressed.. and started thinking.. what happened to me? I used to be soooooo ambitious, full of hopes and dreams.. so many things I wanna accomplish in life, so many places I wanna go, and just soooo many great people I wanna meet one day! When I was in high school, I really planned out all my life, I think all my dreams and hopes shattered when I was not accepted into matriculation.

I know its not a big deal, and public university in Malaysia actually sucks.. but at that point of life, i just sort of gave up, a little part inside of my gave up on my dreams and hopes.. I thought I was something, I thought my grades were great, my co-curriculum achievements were outstanding, and getting a place into matriculation was really the recognition I needed at that time. But I ended up in a college, doing diploma that was worth nothing.

Although my grades weren't disappointing, but I guess I gave up on becoming something great, and decided to settle for someone that's average. While I was doing my diploma, I had everything planned out.. I was going to go to one of the top 8 universities in Australia to continue my degree, being accepted into one of the greatest university in Australia and the world would have been another recognition for me. But I have no idea why I didnt go on with that.. I shouldn't be blaming anyone because at the end of the day it was my decision.

Coming to Sunway University, to be honest I had plenty of opportunities to achieve something, to be somebody, to excel. But I have no idea why a part of me just wanna sit quietly in the classroom, finish my degree, get my certificate and leave. I can picture if it was the Sue 10 years ago, she would have joined the student council, actively participated in clubs, and of course my biggest dilemma now.. she would have joined the summer program. I know that taking up the summer program would be great for me, for my future, and maybe just.. being able to experience something that I never had.. Living overseas.

But the homey me just wanted to stay here, with my family and boyfriend.. and there are so many considerations that are holding me back from making the decision that is beneficial for my future... I dont like to go with those people, I dont want to waste that money, I find the program to be pointless.. but come on!! when you ask anyone whether or not you should go for a student exchange summer program, they would definitely say YES!!! bcs that's what it is!!! its a great opportunity! but such a big part of me.. didnt want to take up this chance for myself, eventhough its right in front of me..

Sometimes, during these rainy days.. I wonder what would Sue be like if she were to take up all those opportunities.... where will she be right now ...

Aviator Sunglasses

2011-04-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

The Nail Parlour Experience @ Empire Subang

2011-04-20T06:22:00.000-07:00

I've been to The Nail Parlour in Empire Subang before, and had a really wonderful first time experience there, therefore decided to go back there again to get pedicure before my perhentian trip :)

Like the first time, the staffs were friendly and helpful, they are mostly foreign but can speak very well in english and some in mandarin.

They also have pedicure and manicure services for men

Today the staff recommended the new creme brulee manicure and pedicure, the manicure with masque cost RM85 and without masque is Rm65, while the pedicure cost Rm95 with masque and RM75 without masque. It is a lot more expensive than the normal pedicure manicure but since I've been struggling with my dead dry skin, I decided to just give it a try. They claim

" A deliciously aromatic indulgence, featuring the mouth watering fragrance of caramelized vanilla and honey roasted pecans that have been browned to perfection, the Creme Brulee manicure and pedicure leaves hands and feet silky soft and sends your senses into sensory overload."

"Features an exfoliating hand and foot and lower leg massage with our yummy Honey Scrub and real honey with our Yogurt Masque, followed by indulgent oil massage with extra rich shea butter and a fresh coat of polish"

Start off with the normal cuticle remover, scrubbing, removing dead skins and filing nails. It feels really confident and secure to see them use sanitized tools every single time, and the staffs were very professional and well trained when removing the cuticles (it can hurt like hell sometimes!) The seat is extremely comfortable, the whole place the cushions and couches are all in bright pink!!

Scrub scrub with Honey scrub first

Smells like heaven! Delicious!!

Continue with green tea masque (can choose between Ginger masque or Green Tea masque) the lady recommended green tea masque and it was really really nice!

Wrap Wrap!!

Heat up with masque for 20 minutes for softer skin! It's worth the wait!!
The green tea masque was really nice, it has a tingling sensation and together the heat wrap, it feels like some sort of spa treatment

After removing the masque and heat wrap, its time to choose the colour!! I really like this place because it has a large variety of colours to choose from as compared to other salons! and yes ! I've been to a few!! They have one of the most complete OPI collection, including all the new shades!

I love the overall result, my feet is so much softer and actually slightly fairer.. The whole process took around an hour. The staff were professional and friendly, the environment was comfortable and very girlie - perfect hang out spot for girls and the overall outcome was great..

I guess the downside is that the price is higher as compared to other nail salons.. I have a few vouchers to try out a few other places! but so far, this is my favourite salon where I had my best experience.

Check out their facebook page, they recently done Marion Caunter's nails!! How COOL IS THAT!!!!!

Cameron Highlands - Only me and you :)

2011-02-13T22:47:00.000-08:00

Bye Bye Cameron Highlands

Valentine's Day

2011-02-13T21:39:00.000-08:00

The best Valentine's present.. is just something as simple as this :-

Me: Happy Valentine's Day Honey!! Love you lots!
Him: Haha, just being able to wake up with you at my side is like Valentine's everyday..

Is 2011 all about wavy bob? (Medium length hair)

2011-01-16T20:13:00.000-08:00

Favourite of 2010

2011-01-07T20:54:00.000-08:00

Would be great to remember what I used and love the most in 2010 :) How I wish i can even record down the prices.. :P I'm always more into skin care than make up but of course some make up made it in the list toooo.. let's see:

1. Favourite Skin care line - Neogence Hydrating and Whitening Line
Basically this can sum up my entire post because my favourite moisturizers and essence are all from Neogence :)
For those that are not familiar with Neogence a short introduction of it is a brand developed in Taiwan and its a fairly well known and respectable brand in Taiwan. Its specially made for Asian skin. Its touted as one of the three top cosmeceutical brands in Taiwan today. So ya, after reading all the great reviews about it, I decided to get a set of moisturizer, hydrating and whitening essence, and hydrating mask to try it out. To my surprise!!! It is officially my favourite skin care line today !! I FOUND MY HOLY GRAIL!!!!!!! Bye bye dry skin and thanks to this baby, the tan that I got a few months back from Sunway lagoon is gone tooO!!!! yippie :)

2. Favourite Moisturizer: Neogence Hyaluronic Acid Hydrating Cream
Initially thought Cream might be a bit too moisturising for my combination skin but after working in the for several weeks, and many late nights - the hydrating cream was just perfect for my combination dry skin and it really balances the skin. Been using it for a couple of weeks - no breakout so far :) Skin feels hydrating and even though its cream it doesnt has a sticky finish so yay!!! Best moisturizer of the year!!!

3. Favourite Essence (Hydrating): Neogence Hyaluronic Acid Hydrating Essence

On the the bottle itself, it says that 500 times of hydration, lasting moisturizing, dry line easing and tautness soothing. It also says that it can be used with any kind of skin care product to retain long lasting moisture. Suppose to use another of its hydrating serum after this product, but wth... let's just keep it simple why do I need another hydrating serum if this provides 500 times of hydration? :P

4. Favourite Essence (Whitening): Neogence C+ Whitening Serum
As mentioned earlier, thanks to this baby, I got back to the right tone before my Sunway Lagoon
trip. I've tried so many whitening products throughout the year, from Lancome (wasnt too bad but my skin had slight reaction after using it), Skin Food (FAILED!!!), Avene's new whitening fluid (Not too bad, but dont see any result). I fell in love with this product the minute I started using it, it feels like nothing on my skin but yet amazing results maybe because they include medical ingredients inside.. Best whitening skin care so far!!!!!!!!!!!!

5. Favourite Mask:
Neogence Hyaluronic Acid Hydrating Relief Gel Mask
All you need is 5 minutes, seriously!! 5 minutes you get doi doi hydrated skin and pores are less visible :) Dermatology has a similar mask that used a few years back but due to its overly expensive price, I didnt want to continue using it after my skin got better.. but now with this baby, I would say that it delivers the same result as Dermatology hydrating mask maybe slightly better at a very reasonable price :)

Laneige Strawberry Yogurt Pack
This mask has been on top of my list for 2 years straight, and this is the third pack that I'm using. Its just my go to mask whenever there's a skin problem that I have no idea what izit or how to solve. This strawberry mask just magically cures it for me, I have no idea how or why but it just works!!! Loving it... and the strawberry scent is just!! DELICIOUS!!!!

6. Favourite Sun Block: Neutrogena Ultra Sheer Dry Touch Sunblock SPF50+

Actually I've been switching between the Loreal SunBlock and Neutrogena Ultra Sheer Sun Block for the whole year, the Loreal sunblock didnt make it to my list because I had to finish it up with bloating powder and carry a packet of bloating papers out whenever I use it. Maybe the new matte sunblock can fix the problem but comparing the Loreal sunblock to Neutrogena Sun Block, the Neutrogena Sun Block made it to the 2010 Best List :)

7. Favourite Foundation (Dual Foundation): Paul & Joe Dual Powder Foundation

Excellent coverage, can be used wet and dry, and has a dewy slightly shimme
ry finish. Cute packaging too... What's not to love about it :)

8. Favourite Finishing Powder: MAC Mineralise Skin Finish

OMG!!! I think the product speaks for itself. Its the favourite of many famous bloggers, youtube gurus out there! and yes!!! It's my favourite too.. natural finish, prefect for touching up, feel safe using it because its made of minerals and basically just AWESOME~!!!!! :D

9. Other Favourite Make Up Items: Etude House Fake Eye Lashes (Brown)
I have been searching for the perfect natural looking fake eye lashes, I dont wear them a lot, only on special occasion but yet I couldnt find one that's just right until this one. Its brown so yeah.. very natural but its not soft as compared to the SASA brand I used to use but I like how it looks and the price is reasonable :)

10. Favourite Hair Product: Herbal Essence Hello Hydration Conditioner

THIS IS MY LIFE(HAIR) SAVIOR!!!!!!!!! seriously!!! bad hair the whole year until I found this!!! I had horrible split ends, extremely dry hair, I didnt know what to do until one day when I decided to buy a few conditioners and hair treatments to try out what really suits me and I found this!!! :) Yes! LOVE YOU!! Going to get my third bottle later in the afternoon!

2010-12-20T20:39:00.001-08:00

Nasi kukus

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6th Day of Internship - Early Christmas?

2010-12-19T20:06:00.000-08:00

It's looks like christmas came early in the office today, the BOX FILES have finally arrived. All the seniors looked joyed and happy that the long awaited box files are finally here.

Of course that's not something good for interns/ VTs because we will have to run around to help the interns get their box files. But it was kinda cute to look at them so happy and excited just because the box files are here... gosh.. we do have a pretty sad life :) but CUTE!@

Have to go to client's place in Shah Alam tomorrow :)

Phew...

2010-12-19T19:15:00.000-08:00

This marks the end of my first week as an Intern :) learned a lotof different things but it was pretty cool to put what I've been learning in uni into practice and see how its like in real life

Got sick after working for 5 days, terrible headache that feels like migrain and a bit of fever. It was kinda sad to not have anyone here to take care of me when I'm sick but yet. Guess we all have to grow up

Rest rest.. sleep sleep... laundry laundry.. clean clean... :)

5th Day of Internship - Run Sue Run!

2010-12-19T18:52:00.000-08:00

Audit work is all about FAST!!!! like really fast!!! efficiency!!!! I was basically doing cardio with high heels and formal clothes but yeah! that really keeps me going. So that explains the 5 blisters on left foot and 3 on right foot.

Every morning, I need a big cup of coffee for both caffeine and sugar!!! Damn, really need to be energetic at all times. One of my personal strength that I'm really proud of and was pointed out by many of those I know, I'm VERY EFFICIENT!! yes, I finish work really fast I can not drink not go to toilet, not eat just to get the work done! but now, I'm starting to question my efficiency bcs apparently my senior thinks that I'm Slow.. :(

I had to walk faster. NO! I had to RUN! just to catch up with them, guess they have no idea that I'm actually working for 3 seniors so that explains why I need more time! but I don't mind, I like pushing myself! let's see how fast how efficient and how good I can be! BRING IT ON!!!!!

I learned quite a lot today, other than dealing with sarcastic senior. I learned a lot of audit related work and my basic accounting knowledge was tested by the sarcastic senior. Can forgive the sarcasm just because you looked cute :)

OK! This is just totally boring but let's talk about what I learned today. First of all, I learned JV! nope its not joint venture, its journal voucher! Ya nothing much, was assigned to be key in the domain company's journals but 1 important thing i learned about journals is that it has to AUTHORIZED!!!! Companies, staffs cant simply issue journals without authorization.

OK.. what else did I learn, I checked bank clearance, nothing much there just vouching. Oh ya! I really that my seniors are very peculiar about the WHY! everything has to has a reason and has to be explained in proper term. vouching is not just vouching but also why? who? what? when? all the questions start coming up and I have to find out the answers before passing my work to them.

I did a mistake today, and I'm really worry that it might ruin my career here. I know its just a small manner that should be done the long way but I decided to take a short cut instead and my senior figured it out. Guess there's no short cuts when it comes to being an auditor :( lesson learned! I hope that wont jeopardize my internship period here.

4th Day of Internship - Finally Going Out!!!!

2010-12-19T18:41:00.001-08:00

Yes.. after spending 3 days in the office, I finally get to go out on the 4th Day to a client's place.

Me and a few seniors went to client's place in kelana jaya business centre to perform internal control testing, pretty cool to get to do that after studying it for a whole semester in audit class. Test sensitive areas like purchases, sales, payroll and productions, flowcharts, samplings all started coming in. It was pretty cool! your right ! Stanley! :p

As i mentioned earlier, I really enjoyed learning all the technical stuff everyday, it was great to put I've been learning in uni into practice and actually start to realise the importance of it.

But i realise one thing that really kept me thinking whether I'm suitable for the field or not. We went to the client's office, I was assigned to do vouching, and have to vouch many of the information against its physical copy. I realised that the Accounts staff especially the AP and AR ppl, don't like auditors.

They show face, muka tembok and really gave me a hard time when I asked for the documents. I was brought up in a privilege environment. I never had to look at other's people face because usually if I dont like a particular person I will just ignore that person. So yeah! very lansi and limited social circle. I prefer it that way because hate to put up that fake smile to people I dont like.

But in the client's place, in order to get the task done, I had to ask, be nice, smile to the people I wish i can just KILL!!!! just to get what I needed. It was horrible and I really had a hard time dealing with that. I entered this field never thought would actually encounter something like this. This experience really left me thinking, am I suitable? can i handle it? develop thick skin?

But the client was pretty cool, I was very flattered when she complimented my complexion in front of the seniors.. I know it left them thinking im some bimbo but I was kinda happy to hear something like that from someone after worrying about the tan I got from Sunway Lagoon.

We left the client's place at about 9.00, got home about 11.00pm. Life as an auditor, worked from 8.00am-11.00pm and yeah! that's considered early. here comes the dark circles and pimples. But getting to learn about the procedures and how internal control of a company is tested was kinda cool :)

3rd Day of Internship - Professionalism

2010-12-15T04:54:00.001-08:00

Really enjoyed working here. It felt like everyday I'm challeged by something different and its really cool to get to learn all these and tested on it.

As an accountant/ auditor, the most important thing is professionalism. And yes my professionalism as an auditor (trainee) was tested today :)

I was very lucky to be chosen by a senior (cute one of course) to be assigned to a confidential client. Top P&C!! hehe.. so yeah! cant reveal it here. Surrounded by all these desperate blood sucking interns, it was quite difficult to keep what I'm doing to myself.

They are like MONSTERS! they would sneak out from your back to check on what your doing! and of course the arrogant bitch again! pretended to be nice so that she can see or get to do what I'm doing! blek! It was important to keep my lips seal and more important to hide what im doing from others despite sitting among 10+ desperate interns

But yeah! I completed the task and no one found out what I was doing. I was very happy to be trusted by the senior and even happier that I managed to complete the task. Although it was not really audit related, more to research related. I felt great :)

Guess that's how things are for the rest of my life as an accountant, in order to protect my client and myself, everything I do is confidential and can only keep it to myself :) and maybe my baby** :P

2nd Day of Internship: Dealing with difficult people

2010-12-15T01:19:00.001-08:00

Working life? its all about dealing with difficult people, somehow I felt that no matter how difficult or tiring the job is, the most difficult and the best lesson you can learn from working is dealing with difficult people

I was lucky to worked with several nice and EXTREMELY cute seniors, thank god!! but difficult people are actually those that are at the same level as me, the other interns - particularly one!
Some people felt that they are always superior over others, and that makes it difficult to tolerate.. seriously!! like WTH!!!! didnt wanna use that word, but i swear to god if I had a knife on my hand I would have just stabbed her.. arrogant bitch! that turns out dont know how to use excel? WTH~~~

the second type of people that I encounter? those that use your sympathy to get something they want.. yes I know its common and they are EVERYWHERE but hey!! Its not like those ah pek out there holding tabung u know? these people or particularly this woman! she used the race card!! and i hate that to the max level.. My field is mainly dominated by chinese and as someone of another race you should have known before you take up the course isnt it? but anyway.. that's not even the point! people are not racist, maybe seniors choose not to assign u bcs you have a SHITTY ATTITUDE!! WORK ON THAT!!! instead of complaining about racism 24/7

SO yeah!! Softskills? technical skills? PIECE OF CAKE!! dealing with difficult people? That's something you have to learn for the rest of your life!

P/s: wish can just be the lansi intern :P

Btw: Today learn rolled back (Moving 2010 figures to past year figures) yay!!!

First Day of Intership

2010-12-13T22:19:00.000-08:00

Summary:

Orientation
Thrown to department
Finished E test :)
Balik!!! yippie!!!!

Wish list (Dec Female)

2010-12-01T17:30:00.001-08:00

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Putrajaya trip

2010-11-25T18:30:00.001-08:00

Decided to head down to Putrajaya after Peng's interview on Thursday just to drive around, tour around and HAVE FUN! :)

A little bit of introduction: Putrajaya is located south of Kuala Lumpur that serves as the federal administrative centre of Malaysia.The streets are elegantly designed with a European feel and Islamic arts. A waterway cuts through the city, flowing into a large lake. The concrete landscape is balanced with lots of parks, greenery and wetlands.

Right opposite the mosque is a row of government buildings, huge gigantic complex offices.

I kept asking Peng to pass to beautiful Putra bridge so that I can snap a picture of it. The Putra bridge connects the Government Precinct at its north and the Mixed Development Precinct at its south, while linking Dataran Putra with the Boulevard.

This three deck bridge not only provides vehicle, light rail and pedestrian access, it can also accommodate restaurants with its main pillar supports.

One of the most distinctive landmark in Putrajaya is the Putra Mosque, the mosque is built over water, facing the scenic Putrajaya Lake. And it's PINK!!! how can you miss it :) We did not make it into the mosque but based on some research, the mosque is actually modeled after Persian Islamic architecture of the Safavid period with elements derived from other Muslim cultures. Therefore, the mosque has incorporated Malaysian, Persian and Arab-Islamic architectural designs.

To complete your tour in Putrajaya, you can go for the Cruise Tasik Putrajaya! I think its quite awesome if you can marvel at the many spectacular sights in Putrajaya with your friends and family over dinner on one of their dining boats while the sunset is setting sunset.

The cruise right behind me and next to peng is their sightseeing cruise boat which is also fully air-conditioned cruise boat, or if you prefer a more personal and nostalgic tour in Putrajaya, you can go for their Dondang Sayang Perahu, they are like wooden gondola-like vessels blend with Malaysian flavour as they are all intricately crafted and made in the state of Terengganu.

Prime Minister's office - on top of a hill.. hmm, I wonder why?

Dont get shocked if you happen to see pelicans along the highway, it means that you are approaching the wetlands. The wetlands is constructed for the purpose of removing pollutants and to clean the water before it enters into the Putra lake so that the water in the lake is clean enough for body contact, water sports and recreational activities.

Italiannies One Utama

2010-11-16T23:50:00.001-08:00

Forgive me God for I have sinned

2010-11-16T04:17:00.001-08:00

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More on Omija Whitening Line (Skin Food)

2010-11-16T00:46:00.000-08:00

Since there's not much blogs or reviews or anything about it, why not post more? information for buyers to refer to before getting the line, because seriously it is freaking expensive!!!!!!!!!

After trying out the samples that I got, I fell in love with it, I fell in love with Skin Food's Omija Whitening line, of course I didnt get to try out the cream.. so that's still a really really big question mark for me. Usually my skin reacts to whitening or brightening products really really badly, a good example is - the Hada Lado line that so many bloggers raved about, I cant use it!! blek. I'm currently using the Lancome hydrating and whitening emulsion, its good but I can still see a bit of sensitive reaction on my face after using it, so i usually have to spray the Avene Hydrating mist to cool down my skin after applying the emulsion

But for the Omija Whitening line, the toner + serum and emulsion, I dont see any signs of redness, itchiness or anything like that after using it. Instead my skin feels soft, pores less visible and A LOT A LOT BRIGHTER!!!!!Love ** Love**

I did some research on the line, so just information to read up before investing in the line. Their main ingredient is no other than Omija which they claim that it will not only soothes irritations but also hydrates the skin and prolongs aging process with the large amount of antocyanin. The product is specially enriched with organic acids such as Malic and Tartaric acids that firms the skin from within while smoothing and softening the surface of the skin.

Now the second most important piece of information one should have before purchasing
Omija Tea Bag toner - RM113.00
Omija Whitening Spot Cream - RM151.90
Omija Whitening Serum - RM123.90
Omija Whitening Emulsion - RM113.00
Omija Whitening Cream - Rm123.90
Omija Whitening Mask Sheet - RM16.90

The price are taken from Skin Food (M'sia) Facebook page, but of course its much cheaper if you can wait and get it online, but becareful bcs there's a lot of fake ones out there.

Investing in the whole line will cost you about Rm600++, crazy huh? So yeah, its a really big investment if you decide to get all the products at one time, but for my age i think the spot cream is totally unnecessary.. as for the cream, still not so sure about it

Internship Bootcamp

2010-11-12T18:45:00.001-08:00

Dammmmnnnn it!!!!! Its a freaking Saturday and was forced to woke up so early for the so called internship boot camp... That was suppose to prepare us for the war!! *internship*

Hmm listening to how we are going to be assessed, since the work based learning takes up 6 credit hours in our degree. A lot of issues were discussed and it really made me think, what can you really do if you face such problems? Especially for a person like me that can't take criticism.. Hm..start learning how to?

Anyway, the second part of the bootcamp was totally dumb! Debriefing? Giving insights? Come on... Just let us fill in some forms la.. Izit really necessary for us to come all the way on saturday morning for this? Not really in the mood to listen to other people's application process.. Sien nia, wish can just go home and sleep. Why reflect on the past but not the future? Yaya, its good to help u learn n bla bla bla... Whatever.. Yes bitchy mode totally ON!!!!!!!!!! If you want to talk about comp edge and stuff like that, isn't it should be done before the application process?? geezzzzz

I guess I' m just totally on my I dont give a shit about anyone mode.. :( peace **

SkinFood Haul- Omija Whitening Line

2010-11-11T10:49:00.001-08:00

Was looking for reviews on the new Skin Food Omija whitening line before decide to invest in one, but just managed to find one or two blogs talking about it so yeah..I decide to buy the mask to try it out (whether sensitive to the ingredients or not) before actually investing in the whole line of product.

The newly opened Skin Food store in Fahrenheit mall (opposite Pavilion) is having a promotion, for every 3 masks that you buy, you will get a set of free samples. What I got was a set of free samples of the Omija whitening line products.. yay!! get to try them out before actually investing in one. Reviews coming up soon :)

I think the most interesting thing of this line is the toner, the omija herb complex is a patent that is awarded for producing skin lightening effects.

Looking at the pictures below, if you purchase the actual toner it comes with a teabag that you are suppose to place inside the bottle for 1 minute before using the toner. Interesting huh? but you have to finish the toner within 3 - 4 months and it comes with cotton masks for you to soak the toner and use it as masks.

I got 4 free samples from the mask. Omija Whitening toner, emulsion, serum and a tea bag that is written in korean, so i have absolutely no idea whether I should drink it or use it on my face..

What a big banana!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-09T21:34:00.001-08:00

Ok.. Chill~its really just banana!
But im pretty sure its connie and may's type of banana..
The big banana is freaking big, 21cm long.... Gosh!!!
See how tiny my pilot G2 looks right beside the giant banana...

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HomeDec 2010

2010-11-09T10:34:00.001-08:00

Event: HomeDec 2010
Date: 5-7 November
Venue: Pisa

You can basically find anything and I mean anything you need for renovation, refurbishment and redecoration!

Good deal, great designs and just basically a good place for home buyers or decorators that need some inspirations.

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Stationery shopping day!!!!

2010-11-09T10:19:00.001-08:00

Exam is approaching...
Whats the most impotant tool for exam? Pens!!!!
Tip: Coloured pens to make your notes more interesting and easier to memorise :)

Good luck everyone!!!

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Dinner with bf at Klang

2010-10-29T07:28:00.000-07:00

We spent a whole day at Sunway Lagoon, it was fun and awesome.. Totally what I've expected, as compared to the previous loser boyfriends, peng is much better, he's fun and I just love to be around him, I had the best time I ever had in Sunway Lagoon, p/s: I went to Sunway Lagoon previously with my 2 ex boyfriends.

After that we went to Klang to visit Peng's mum, it was a shorter drive and along the way back, we got lost. Hungry and Lost. While driving around looking for the way out, we saw this bak kut teh restaurants, peng has always been a big bak kut teh fan so we stopped by to have bak kut teh before heading to the highway

Can you really have it all?

2010-10-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

Can you really have it all? your dream man + dream career + Bright future at the same time being able to pursue your dreams and invest time in what you really love? CAN WE HAVE IT ALL?

I guess some people can, but not sure whether I'm one of those people or not. I used to have it all, was in one of the best high school, extremely active in my school pursuing what I love - my interest in music for that time was strong, so strong that I could just sacrfies everything for it. My wonderful boyfriend, great family support, and just basically I have it all.. but I guess for every hike in life, there's a time when reality hits and you have to surrender to reality.

Feel horrible just seeing these people around me, being able to do what they really love yet great results and even greater relationships. When i talk about doing what you love, I dont just mean your hobbies, but devoting yourself to helping the society, actively involved in performing and acting or maybe just participate join clubs that will further enhance your own personal values.

There are so many things that I want to do but the only thing I'm doing now is studying. So many things but once there's a small barrier, a light fall I just gave up on it. I have so many things in mind that I really wanna go chase after but at the same time I feel like something is holding me back. I want to join the toastmaster, because I wanna be a great speaker, I want to be able to touch, to change, to convince and to amaze people with my speech but a small fall along the way, I just gave up on the thought of it.

I want to join the choir club, basically I can play most instruments but the only thing that I've never get involved in is singing. I want to know how it feels like being in a team, hearing your own voice that blends perfectly well with the whole team or maybe i just miss how it was like being in a band and really hope to find that feeling, that sense of belonging, that part of me that had gone long time ago. Again, another tripped along the road and I gave up on it.

I want to be in the sife team, its something new and I guess I can get the sense of fulfilling, or maybe being able to find the true meaning of life by helping others. But yet I'm scared, so scared and worried that it might take up too much of my team and I will not be able to focus for my final year. What's holding me back? I used to be such a spontaneous person and I dont know since when i started planning, I had to plan everything - trips, speech, and just basically everything. PLanning is good but I just miss that rush, the excitement, the thrill that I used to have on the field, and with my friends, will I be able to find that back?

I'm not old, I'm only 21 but yet most of the time I feel like I'm 40, there are so many things that I dare not pursue, so many concerns that I have for so many small little things in life. Should I go for it? last year of university life, should I actually go and be a part of something?

I got the job!!!

2010-10-13T21:57:00.000-07:00

Dear Sue Lin

Congratulation for passing the test and interview. We are pleased to inform you that we are offering you a place in xxxx for your internship in Audit department. Kindly confirm the following:

Internship period:

13 December 2010 – 4 March 2011

If you are still keen to accept the offer, we will proceed with the preparation of letter of appointment.

Please revert soonest possible. Thank you.

HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Interview

2010-10-13T06:28:00.000-07:00

Yes today.. today I went for the xxxx interview, at first I didnt really wanna talk about it but it turned out to be one of the greatest moment of my life so I decided that I wanna write it down so that I can always look back and remember this day

Before going for the interview, I knew that a few Sunway top students are going with me on the same, and when I talk about top students I dont mean those A scorers, I mean those exceptionally smart students that actually scores 100% yet actively involved in ECA, and look amazingly gorgeous! Somehow something inside me, I knew that I had no chance of getting it, seriously come on.. what am I compared to them , my grades arent really that awesome.. I kept on thinking.. why ? why did xxxx even call me for this interview? what do they really see in me?

I just thought.. alright fine lets just go and give it a try, nothing to lose right? at least I get to go and have a look at the company! I dressed my best, prepared all my docs and left 2 hours earlier just in case there's any jam

The minute I reach the office, I knew that I really want to work here. the place is just too awesome and the people are really nice. I registered, sat there and saw a girl there, her name was Qisteen and she's from Uitm also here to interview for the internship position, so we had some small chit chat.. as more and more applicants came in, I started looking at them.. they are reps from their school which means they are actually hand pick by Kxxx among the best.. The more I look at them, the more I thought.. oh well, let's just get it over with and go back and prepare for next week's interview, I dont think I stand a chance at all.. come on.. some of them even look like models... argh

We were sent into rooms to complete the assessment test, Kxxx's assessment test has been known to be extremely difficult and for the numerical test you were given only 25 minutes to finish 28 calculation question. I managed to finished 27, and yes it was tough.. not like very tough but you really have to think think think before answering and have to type really fast on the calculator.

The next test was the verbal test, 40 questions 25 minutes, again superbly confusing. So i just tried my best with low expectations.. when i reached question 30 i realised I missed a page, my mcq answers were all misplaced, and I had to erase everything to refill them in, that time we had only less than 10 minutes.. I kept telling myself there. no chance liao.. no chance liao.. can just go back after the test.. I tried my best, try to read as fast as I can, because there were like 10 cases and 4 questions to be answered for each case.. thank god. THANK GOD!!! seriously I felt that god was with me that time bcs I was able to finished all the 40 questions in time despite wasting all that time erasing and refiling the answers.

I was not worried about the last test - 20 minutes essay bcs I've always been a really fast writer so writing is not a big problem for me. I picked the question where do you see yourself in 3 years time, within 20 minutes I wrote 2 pages and submit :)

After that we had a 10 mintues break so jsut chit chat and all, a lot of them complained that they did not have enough time to finish the questions, including the very smart girl from my sch. I kinda felt that I screw up the test so I will have to impress them with the interview. I waited.. waited waited for my turn, I was last for that particular interviewer

The interviewer was a really wonderful person, funny and charming, I was very relieved that I got him bcs I was so tensed and worried before the interview, but he managed to ease me with some jokes and all. So, he looked at my assessment test. I was thinking oh god..I'm so dead... and he said you did very well, you pass with flying colours.. I was relieved, seriously I didnt really thought much about it, flying colours maybe above 50% is considered pretty good since the test was so freaking tough.

Then to my surprise, he told me.. YOU SCORED 99% AND 88% FOR THE TEST.. I WENT LIKE WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS??!! REALLY??!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even I cant believe that I did so well, I was so happy and so excited I felt like I was going to cry but of course the interview had to go on. Instead of being superbly professional, after receiving such great news and excitement.. the real SUE came out, ya those of you who knew me.. the overly bubbly SUE that is superbly bubbly and a bit psycho, not professional at all.

The interview went pretty well, he said that he shorten my interview bcs I managed to answers the questions very well, showed that I'm able to communicate and able to solve problems.. I know guess he just got all the answers he needed

He really made me felt great, he said that the interview was really good and my result are very good, he's very positive about it, he will recommend me to the firm partners and there's a 90% chance of me getting it, another 10% is actually caused by unforeseeable circumstances. So yeah, after that he told me some stuff about Kxxx that really triggered my interest and really made me wanna work there sooooo badly.. it was such a pleasure and I really had fun talking with him, wasnt stressful or scary in any way and he's kinda cute :)

Everything ended at about 5.30, I had a big smile when I walked out from the interview room, praying so hard that I can really get it despite the 10% of unforeseeable circumstances. I love the environment so much.. really looking forward to work there in December..

THe best part today is that I gained back my self confidence that I've lost after coming down to Sunway, I'm actually not that bad, not that stupid and for the first time in my life I really felt recognized, the interview helped me to find back my own values and for the first time in my life I'm actually really really proud of myself :)

Distracted

2010-10-10T03:37:00.000-07:00

I've been so distracted this whole semester, and today SB posted an announcement, "Progress report and enrollment notification ready for collection".. I'm like OMG!! SHIT!!! I am very very sure that I'm going to receive at least one absenteeism warning this semester, just pray that mum wont kill me when she receives the warning :x

Anyway.. talking about distraction I've been so distracted this whole semester. From my studies, my exams, my assignments (really feel sorry for my group mates), just everything.. haih.. fingers crossed just hope that I dont fail anything this semester.

I spent this whole afternoon googling nonsense, things that are not relevant, things that are not certain and just.. basically wasted my whole afternoon.. HOORAY, and yeah! I have my financial management mid term tomorrow :p

Curious? What I spent my whole afternoon googling?
Outcome:
Baby names for my kids (Dont even think about using them, I'll KILL U!!!!)
1. Elder (Boy) - Preston :)
2. Younger (Boy) - Newton or Wilton or maybe... Clayton or. something else
3. Elder (Girl) - Caroline
4. Younger (Girl) - Roseline

YIPPIE!! Finally, I'm really really really happy with the names I've picked! especially Preston and Roseline (Rose)

Ok, after spending approximately an hour googling baby names, I spent the next hour checking out gyms and beauty centers around Bandar Utama.. so perasan of me.. thinking I might have a chance with KPMG.. blek! well, fantasy is harmless so yeah.. IF IF!!! IF!! I get to work there, I'm going to join fitness first! so I dont spend hours stuck in the jam after work :)

Hm.. in order to make my dream (doing my internship in KPMG) come true, I need to find out how I can succeed in the interview.. so yeah, did a bit of googling.. and more.. and more.. and more.. and some facebook search of ppl working in KPMG.. and more and more and more..

TADAA!! It's 6.50, I just spent 4 hours googling things that are not certain instead of using that 4 hours to prepare for my mid term tomorrow :) have to bring a bigger machine gun to the exam hall tomorrow.. TEMBAK KUAT LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-05T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hm.. I dont even know what should I write about today
I started this morning in Island Hospital for a checkup, as mom suspect that my hormones are imbalance, OF COZ NOT!! yes yes.. I'm just a bit overweight..Anyway my lose weight program starts today :) because I wanna be healthy, look fabulous and feel fantastic :) Wish me luck :)

I was so busy sending out applications for my internship the whole afternoon, at about 7.30 i went out for dinner.. and to my surprise I received an unknown call from a guy.. damn it, his voice was sooo cute and sexy!!!!

Sexy voice guy: Hello, is this sue lin?
Me: YES~
Sexy voice guy: I'm calling from KPMG

My heart stopped, not literally but it stopped!! like the whole world just stopped!! everything just stopped!!! OMG!!! I just received a call from KPMG to clarify a few things and arranged an interview. I am so freaking excited but yet very scare bcs this is going to be my very first interview...

Oh well.. let's just hope for the best :) wish i can get KPMG, I love Ikea and Bandar Utama!!

How precious life can be

2010-09-09T20:28:00.000-07:00

After my last post, I never ever thought, expected or even crossed my mind that my biggest fear would strike me so soon, so fast, so unexpectly and hited me so hard

I'm always afraid of that day, the day when my love ones might leave me, of course everyone is still around here with me but an unfortunate event happened that really striked me, how vulnerable one can be, and how precious our lives are.

Despite living in KL, i travel back penang almost every weekend because my family and my boyfriend are here. I enjoyed every single moment home and cant wait to graduate just so I can be with them.

Just that week, that one weekend when I had nothing better to do but yet because I've been travelling back Penang and S'pore for the past few weeks, I decide to just stay in KL for the weekend and go to the LOREAL WAREHOUSE SALE

That saturday morning, i received msg from my sister telling me that my dad was admitted because of abdomenal pain. They tried to make it sound as less severe, less serious, less scary as possible so that I wont rush back to Penang like last time when his report came out andthey suspect that there might be a tumor in his liver. Mum told me is just a routine checkup but deep inside I know it was something serious, but I try to act calm, be strong for them, i have to.

So i proceed, I went to the warehouse sale, I shopped and totally let me whole thing out of mine. Went for lunch and left my phone in the car, when i went back to car, I had 6 misscalls from my sister, and a msg from her saying, dad is being pushed into the operation room, do you want to talk to him before he goes in? I feel horrible, never felt worst in my life, I hated myself so much, so very much for leaving my phone in the car, hated myself even more for not taking the first flight back to Penang the minute I got the news in the morning, hated myself for going to the warehouse, shopping while my father is suffering. Hated every single thing I did, and every decision I made that day.. I regretted I was so scared that if anythg happen to him on the operation theatre, me the horrible daughter, the worst daughter in the world did not even talk to him before he went in.

I quickly rushed back home, packed and rushed to the airport, purchased flight ticket for the next flight. All along the way, I keep praying inside, please dont let anything happen to him, I still want to see my dad so badly.. so badly... and I dont want to hold this regret for the rest of my life. The minute i reach there, he just came out from the operation room and was pushed into the ICU.

The minute I walked into the ICU room, I almost burst into tears, I really feel like I was going to faint anytime there, the man that has been taking care of my whole family, my father was there lying on the bed, with oxygen mask and drips, stitches and just everything... but i hold it, I told myself.. I MUST BE STRONG, I hold everything in, take a very deep breath and walk to him. He was still unconcious, but I think he can hear me, his eyes were moving. I have never seen him so weak, so vulnerable, so fragile before, he had always been my role model, the person i look up to and the person I wish I can be like one day. I stayed outside the ICU until midnight and took my mum home to rest.

That night, I hold her hand and slept, but it wasnt even a good sleep because was worrry that the hospital might call us anytime. Me and my mum woke up very early the next morning and headed to the hospital, we went in the ICU, my dad was concious but still with all the drips and oxygen mask, I walked right next to him, he hold my hand, I guess he was as relief as me, glad and happy that we still get to see each other.

The doctors told us that it was a near death experience, his tumor ruptured in his liver and caused serious internal bleeding. There was 3 litres of blood in his stomach bcs he hold the pain for 10 hours before coming into the hospital. Doctor was glad that his heart was strong, and I believe I knew that my dad is a strong man, despite losing 3 litres of blood yet he survived.

Although it was an unfortunate incident, an unfortunate event, but we were lucky, lucky that we had a great doctor, the best surgeon in the field throughout south east asia. Some ppl had to waited for a long time just to see him but due to this emergency, we get to see him right away. He was caring, kind and very dedicated to his work, like he said it either your a good doctor or don't be a doctor at all. We were very lucky to have met him, thank god for helping us through this.

Now, we can only pray hard that this will end soon, hope that the report comes out good. The doctors said that there's a possibility that its liver cancer, but we still have to wait for the biopsy to confirm. But even so, I believe me and my entire family are strong enough, to go through this difficult phase with our dad. Life is precious and its short, things like this can happen anytime without warning, cherish the ones you love before its too late.

I don't want to grow up

2010-08-20T09:02:00.000-07:00

I know I can't sound even more ridiculous, even more stupid even more immature, even more bimbo, even more whatsoever for saying that, but its true.. deep inside I don't want to grow up..

I'm pretty sure if anyone ask me or tell me the same thing, my very first reply will be.. "Stupid la!" bcs its true, we can't run away from it, you can stop anything in this world but not time.

I'm not afraid of aging, i always believe in aging gracefully, of course I take precaution to make sure I still look good when I'm old. What I'm really afraid of, my true fear is how people around me are aging, growing old, and maybe dying. It is such a scary thought how will your life be when the people you care the most, the people you love the most in the world and those that have been with you throughout your life might leave you one day.

It breaks my heart whenever I see the sign of aging on my love ones face, because deep inside I will think, I will know, that they might be leaving me soon, i never imagined how my life would be without all these people in my life. My mum always tell me to learn to take care of myself because she can't always take care of me, my answer would always be i will not live if your not, there's no point for me to live a life without both of them.

Yes, people move on, eventually you'll have your own family and your own responsibilities. maybe it's another different story for me, especially my boyfriend that I love so much, more than anything in this world. No one can imagine how, how sad, how afraid i am to see him age in front of me, it's not a big deal at all.. seriously it's not like he's leaving me anytime but that just bothers me so much, and it's just feel so scare to commit in the relationship because you have no idea when this person might leave you, and how that will break you down, you might not even know whether you can recover from the lost or not..

Guess the only thought we can hold on to now its, it doesn't has to be forever, as long as you once had it.. 不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有!

Sunday Morning (1st August 2010)

2010-08-08T06:47:00.000-07:00

1st August 2010

It was a lovely morning, enjoying my time in Penang sooooo much!!! feel so reluctant to go back to Sunway, the more I stayed in Penang the more I don't feel like going back to Sunway.. trying to spend as much quality time with my family~~

Miss our sunday routine sooo much, used to always wake up early to go Mengkuang Dam for morning walk, then heavy breakfast and just go out to Penang Island together~

After our heavy bak kut teh breakfast at Song River, me and my sisters + their other halves went to the Neway in Queensbay Mall.. It's the new karaoke box in Penang, I kinda like it more than Gurney Redbox, more song choice, the environment is great or maybe it's because I missed spending time with them soooo much, it felt great being around them :)

May's big moving day!!!!

2010-07-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

Yup, after a year she's finally DOWN HERE!!!!

What's the first thing you'll do after exam???

2010-07-13T06:38:00.002-07:00

MASK NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its time to pamper yourself

BODY SHOP HONEY & OATS 3in1 MASK, CLEANSE, POLISH AND MOISTURIZE IN ONE WITH OATMEAL GRAINS AND COMMUNITY TRADE ORGANIC HONEY. NORMAL/DRY SKIN

From BodyShop.com

Organic Community Trade honey moisturizes and conditions skin.
Oatmeal grains help to gently remove dead skin cells without irritating skin, leaving it smooth and refined.
Kaolin clay is a mineral that helps to restore skin's natural balance and draw impurities out of the skin.

Packaging: 4/5

1) Definitely travel friendly because its made of plastic
2) Recyclable - stay beautiful and protect the environment at the same time right? GO GREEN!
3) Because of the tub design, you can make sure that you use every drop of the mask as compared to the squeeze tubes
4) Have to scoop the mask so its not that hygienic

Affordability (Price): 5/5

It's available at every Body Shop outlet, I bought the mask for RM55.00 (approx. US$17) which is quite reasonable for a bottle of 3.6Oz mask, and you don't use a lot at one time so it'll last for quite a while. As compared to those Neutrogena sheet masks that are selling for RM59.90 only that can be used for only 5 times, this mask is wayyy wayyyyy more reasonable :)

Texture and Scent: 4.5/5

The SMELL IS JUST TOTALLY AWESOME, DELICIOUS, IRRESISTIBLE.. very sweet.. I think its just a love or hate thing, some people adores it but others just hate it, so I strongly recommend that you give it a sniff at the store before purchasing it

The texture looks chunky but its oats so its really comfortable and feels great, definitely not too harsh for the skin, after a while it will dry out then its time to wash it off

1) As compared to other masks that will dry out, this one is great because it still remains moist not like others where you cant even move your face or have any expression
2) Even with all that chunks, its really easy to spread out
3) I have super duper sensitive skin, no redness or any discomfort after using it, and after reading some other reviews online, it seems like this mask although it claims that its for NORMAL/DRY skin but its actually suitable for all skin type!!!
4) Its kinda hard to wash off, and the oats might get stuck in your hair

Overall Rating: 5/5

Pros
1) My skin feels extremely smooth, refresh and soft, i mean really really soft after using, so it does live up to its claims,
2) Not sure if its just me but I think my skin looks a bit more radiant after using it
3) Wont dry up your skin but cleanses and moisturizes your skin at the same time
4) Saves time - just what we need right? 3IN1!!!!!!!!
5) Allergy tested - suitable for sensitive skin, dry skin and combination skin
6) Feels safe and comfortable using it, because it made of pure, natural organic ingredients.
7) The smell is just tooooo delicious

Cons

1) Hard to wash off

AFTER

The best way to use this face mask is to cleanse the skin and pat dry before use. Apply a generous layer of the face mask to the face (as with all masks, avoiding the eye and lip areas). Leave it on for five to ten minutes (during this time the face mask will not dry, keeping the skin moisturised), and then rinse it off with warm water

Bad Nasi Kandar Experience

2010-06-27T03:27:00.000-07:00

Yup~ it was a really bad one.. ok, I admit that part of it is my fault.. but still.. :( here's how it started

Today, i woke up feeling like having roti canai, I have no idea why, but I just have the strongest craving for CURRY!!! I called up everyone, My mum, my sis, my boyfriend.. bugging them about whether or not I should drive out to get roti canai for the very first time after being in Sunway for almost a year...

I made up my mind, last time when I took yoga classes, every time after class I noticed Kayu Nasi Kandar over there is just always overcrowded.. I guess its because of the food.. So, when I want t0 get roti canai for the very first time in KL, of course the best one would come in to mind. I drove my car all the way from Sunway to Kayu at Aman Suria :) was so trilled when i reached there, been rehearsing my lines in the car.. ROTI TELOR 2 ! ROTI TELOR 2!!! I was sure it was going to quick, clean and piece of cake!!

Sue: ROTI TELOR 2!!!!
Indian waiter: fin..
Sue: What?! Hah?
Indian waiter: finissss
Sue: Finish? OMG!!!!!!!!!! (I had everytime planned out!! It was suppose to be perfect now its just gonna be so embarassing to just walk out of the super duper crowded place with nothing, so I thought.. oh well.. Since I'm here I'll just get nasi kandar instead :)

So I went on to the nasi kandar counter, two men were chatting there and I guess I disturbed them or some shit, bcs one had to walked away and the other one just look pissed!

Pissed guy: Nasi putih ? Nasi Briyani?
Sue: Nasi putih
He started scooping all kinds of vege in my nasi, Hey hey!! I only want kubis, then he angrily took out the other vege and put more kubis for me..
Of course, I go with what I always eat back in Penang, ayam + telor :) There's like 4 kinds of telor there, god knows their names.. how do call fried egg in malay? or boiled egg? or egg fried with vege? they are all just telor right?!!! so of course I pissed him off again

He picked up the wrong telor for me, and I told him.. that's not the telor I want! Was having difficulties telling him what I want, and I can definitely see his frustration. After a few trials, he got it right, and .. then.. i told him hm... I want sotong too!! guess what?@! HE JUST WRAPPED UP MY NASI, THROW IN SOME PAPADAM IN AND THAT'S IT!!!

First nasi kandar experience, feel humiliated, feel weird, feel like I was rapped!!! ok maybe rape is too much but it was like horrible sex on the first time, when you were actually filled with great expectations~ thank god the nasi kandar was delicious, I guess I'll go back for another ride soon!! woohoo~!!!!